Anosmia

Thomas Renjilian

The woman, now intubated, once tumbled 
from a canoe into an Adirondack lake.

Her husband and grandson watched cold shatter
the warmth of June and her life preserver. Numb

on the dock, she spat what was left in her throat 
and for days complained of salt burning her nostrils—

the grandson's first notion of the particular dark
inside his grandmother. Then he couldn't stop 

seeing it. Inflamed pink sunset around two dark suns 
like burning all the way to my brain flaring as she breathed

the morning's wet pine needles and said how sweet,
how worth the sting
. From the face shield of a hazmat suit

the doctor observes her dying, lets us watch on a screen.
Her eyes flick to the periphery, the locked window

he turns us toward: a mountain, a skyline, the pink
phantom sting of the ending day's scentless air.