applying lotion before sleep

Dani Oliver

no metaphors
when I say
I am the littlest 

honeybee
wiping soft
its antennae 

in this 
honeycomb 
bed

what 
was today's gift? 
buzzing busy

the dawn-dusk
arc & all
the flowers

yawning open
& learning how 
to love them

our quiet 
mutuality 
just right 

& now to sleep
knowing 
nothing of god 

just a name 
& its sunlight 
& what relief 

just 
this lotion
& my tiny hands

membrane 
wings
at rest

did I grow
to understand 
god today?

no no no
& thankful 
for this 

illiteracy 
to go now
without that 

in my bonnet 
my pinprick 
heart still

unburst