How Many Kids Do You Want to Have?

Cole Depuy

we hike below bare 
knitted branches :: another mild winter 
of quivering leaves :: I pause 

at some fungus growing eye-level 
on a maple & you continue walking 
up the trail :: white flesh splays 

into tongues :: scentless 
as a fawn :: on Earth :: fungus weighs 
twelve gigatons more 

than people :: though both 
are essentially weightless :: pressure slips 
off shoulders the higher 

they climb :: we hear a rustle 
from over the ridge :: a grunt & a doe 
leaps between us :: cracking the old bark 

from our faces :: on the doe's 
hind leg :: a wet flap of skin 
flutters scarlet :: a wound from the interlocked 

antlers of two eight-point bucks 
chasing her :: they race :: heads 
the size of toddlers :: humans are on the fringe 

of food systems :: our disappearance would matter 
little :: the bucks grunt 
like underground dynamite :: the three bound 

down the slope :: one terrified :: two 
lust mad :: I look at you :: you 
were an arms length 

from crooked wands :: now laughing 
& panting :: we hug 
& I trace where ribcage 

becomes spine :: if fungi dies :: the forest 
will too :: we watch the valley 
erase the deer coats :: they become 

specks threading trees :: we're not 
so fast nor so rooted :: we clothed bystanders 
are awkward :: making plans 

in the woods :: looking 
at our boots :: a forest migrates
half a mile per year 

if uninterrupted :: I remember 
how it felt to sprint 
downhill as a boy :: my feet 

slapping dirt :: how momentum 
wouldn't let me stop :: some fungi 
reproduce asexually :: the sac pops 

& sporangia just float 
away :: ears perked :: sweating through 
our coats :: we follow the trail