In My Own State

Monica Rico

Never let go my skin.
Lake Michigan is
the bed I make, a
sandwich, and sea 

bird daringly close.
I have covered my
body for too long, even
my scars are

a memory
to time and light.
An almost ocean 
truncates the sharp 

point of my ankle.
How much piss
fills this shore?
The first time I saw 

bottled water I
thought of the olive
jar my mother kept
in her dresser. 

I was in L.A
which felt far
enough to be sacred.
Chlorine could make 

a body glow after
days spent in the
public pool. Lake
Michigan was for

someone else, even
the waves clap white.
Will I smell like earth,
sand, and stone. The 

glimmer of one fish.
After the first four
months of water, it's
the movement of land
spinning on an axis I attach
my feet to. Lake Michigan
is an arrhythmia.
One, one thousand. Two.