Scattering Urn

Erika Luckert

Standing at the brink 
of the Highlevel Bridge, I do not think 
of jumping, or I do, because you 
have already done that:

wild leap into the helium breath 
of a swelling plastic bag. 

(I used to squeeze the neck 
of a party balloon so it screamed 
as the air left.)

There's a river down below. 
You took me, on my birthday, 
to its banks, folded paper 
cranes to set adrift. 

They swam and we 
walked home through the mud. 

Your dust has grown so thin 
it may not even reach 
the river. 

There is no night,
just the blazing light of cars
that pass again.